Music: Ellie Goulding – Lights
… Yeah, I could start this out by talking about the fact that I haven’t written in a while but I decided that’s been done by me and other people way too many times before and I hate things when they’re repeated so I shall shut up and not say it.
I’ve been thinking… And jokes about how rare that is aside (as for me it’s usual anyway, so screw you) I haven’t had any major breakthrough Eureka moments yet but when I do, I will be sure to tell you.
I don’t know, everything is just kind of complicated seeming right now. But I’m working on it, I’m working on it all and that is really all I should ask of myself but I always ask so much more of myself. I don’t know.
Is it simply enough to live life?
I guess what I’m saying is: I want more. I want more opportunities, I want more time, I want more understanding, I want more. It’s all I really want.
And I want less: I want less stress, less pain, less confusion, less procrastination.
I’m going to work on that.
~ Sparks Out ~
